Happy Birthday Kurt!

My son, my eldest son.  Today you would have been 33.  And still the wondering continues.  What would you have been doing, would you have been married, would you have had children, what would you have looked like, where would you be living. These questions and many more haunt me.  Don't get me wrong.  It's been twelve years since we last saw your beautiful smile and time, remarkably, does dull the pain.  But still the wondering continues.  You were a most remarkable soul, one would perhaps wonder if you were too good for this world and there is perhaps another place for such a soul, but I still miss you....incredibly so.  I love you Kurt.  Happy Birthday my darling son.